warning: writer's block. or not.

I need to write somewhere, and this is it. Otherwise I will update my fb status every 5 minutes with "writing is hard!" "argh!" "what is wrong with this paragraph?!" So instead, I will pour out my writing crazy here. And possibly some other frustrations too. If you are not me and you are reading this, don't expect it to be interesting or entertaining. The only reason it's public is so that I'll have a sense of accountability-- if I know only I am going to read it, I feel all self-indulgent and journally, and I'm just not good with that. We'll see how it goes.